musings of a goddazz

Monday, November 28, 2005

Back With A Bounce!

I'm back with a bounce! Back from the illness and sadness of early last week, when I was so down because of work. Yes, work is always cyclical. There are periods when I happily dress up for work and smile to everyone in the office for the whole day, but there are days when I can't be bothered about how I look, can't keep my eyes open regardless of how much essence of chicken or Chinese tea I drink and cry at the end of the day because I'm just so exhausted and harassed.

Well, things are still the same. There's the same amount of work, the same people who irritate and frustrate me, the same circumstances I can't change. But I think I'm learning how to manage it better. When I returned to work from MC on Thursday, there was an awful lot to do but I told myself to take it easy and just do one thing at a time. I could barely drag myself out of bed that morning, but somehow when I started doing work, I gained a new energy that had been lacking on those two days that I'd been sick. Thank God for answering my prayers for help! I can't explain it. I just felt better even with the situation as it is in the office. But yes I'm still hoping for a replacement for my colleague. For that day when I will no longer have to do someone else's work.

I had a really great time yesterday too. After attending the 11am novena where I took time to pray for about 25 minutes in the beautiful silence of the church, I had a nice yuppie lunch alone (caesar chicken salad, pumpkin and tofu salad and a strawberry banana smoothie) at one of my favourite cafes, Toast at Ngee Ann City. For those of you who go for salads, sandwiches and desserts and are longing for a bit of peace and quiet, head for Toast, a member of the Marmalade group. Prices are a little steep but still affordable at less than $10 for a sandwich/wrap/salad. Not surprisingly, Toast has a huge yuppie and expat clientele. The interior's also a cheery strawberry milk colour and cosy. Where is Toast? It's a well-kept secret. Head for the taxi stand from inside Ngee Ann City. Once you exit to street level, turn right and keep walking. You'll hit Toast in no time.

After lunch, I headed to Kallang Theatre to watch RENT with an honours classmate. The beginning was a little slow, but the pace and energy picked up and it was on the whole, quite an enjoyable show. Karen Mok disappointed though, with her "sandy" voice. I can't believe she qualified as a member of a musical cast! But credit does go to her for playing the part of Mimi well. RENT's a great musical and I'm glad they brought the original cast from New York here.

After RENT I joined my cousins, aunt and brother for dinner at Tony Roma's Suntec and dessert after at NYDC. It was a treat from my aunt for those whose birthdays fall in November. We had a wonderful time just enjoying the food and laughing about the little things in life. My spirits liftes significantly too from walking through the shops at Suntec with Christmas carols ringing in my ears.

I have decided to play really hard every weekend, given that I'm going to work like a crazy horse (pardon the bad pun, there's been so much hype on this lately) on weekdays. I believe that's the only way I can recharge for yet another intense week at work. Tomorrow is the start of another busy week. It won't be easy but I believe that with God at my side, I can afford to smile a bit more, not take things so hard and just simply, manage. God, help me to hang in there!

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