Karaoke is not enough - I wanna be a rock chick

I had this strong urge to be a rock chick as I left the house last Saturday to catch a play with a friend. This is something I've always quietly dreamed of, on and off, but it seems like the passion is really firing up now.

I realise that if I can't find much meaning in work (everything about the job is, frankly, nothing much to complain about except for the lack of meaning), I need to find it outside.

I really miss performing, the adrenaline I get before going onstage, and the high when I'm playing with the audience. That high is something I believe one can't get from doing anything else. Fellow actors and singers, you know what I'm talking about. You can feel it rushing through your blood. I remember the days when I used to juggle rehearsals with studies and still managed to do my homework and get the grades I wanted. Maybe I can do that now, except that the circumstances are different. I'm a working girl, I have less time on my hands. But knowing I have that little time will mean I'll treasure every precious moment and use it to the fullest, which hopefully translates into a slick performance!

The question now is, how do I start? Anybody needs a chick in your band :P? I once did Kelly Osbourne's Papa Don't Preach. But no, I don't look or sound like her, thank God!

Am really looking forward to the day when I can fire up the stage with like-minded souls, free spirits who dare to dream the same little dream I have. Till then, I'll keep dreaming and searching for how to make this real.

Kaka -- The Love of My Childhood

Does anybody remember this?

I had my first taste of Kaka after 19 long years last week. I wouldn't describe it as heavenly, but it sure brought back many beautiful memories. It all started out like this...

Long ago when I was schooling at PAP kindergarten, Ah Ma (my maternal grandma) used to pick me up from school and on the way home, we would pass the provision shop which always had Kaka prominently displayed on its shelves. There were three flavours--chicken, durian (yes, DURIAN!) and unfortunately, I can't remember the last one. If you are a diehard Kaka lover, pray reveal the mystery flavour! My all-time favourite was and will always be, chicken.

I don't know what made me so hooked onto this snack. Maybe it was because Ah Ma would only let me have it once a week (when I was a good girl), just like I could only have Myojo instant noodles once a week. Or maybe it just couldn't compare to any other snack! I like to think it's a combination of both.

Kaka disappeared from the provision shops when I entered primary school and since its disappearance, I thought I had lost it forever. So sad--my $0.30 weekly indulgence obliterated from the face of the earth! I stopped hoping, but whenever I passed the spot where it used to be sold, my heart never stopped yearning.

Boy heard of my love affair and decided to find it for me. Apparently he'd seen it in some provision shops in the heartland. My heart skipped a beat, but I didn't hope too much. When he presented it to me after we broke up, I cried and cried. Here it was in front of my eyes--that same old chilli red packet with the two chickens and lollipop design. Retro as ever and to me, totally VINTAGE!

So it was with much excitement that I popped the first Kaka ball into my mouth. The Kaka ball was light, puffy and crisp, and to my surprise, lightly salted. It seems that the manufacturer has changed just one thing--making it healthier :)! Ok lah, slightly healthier. Kaka is still artificially flavoured.

Thank you, Boy, for keeping your promise to find Kaka for me. Now every time I pick up a Kaka packet, I will be reminded of the sweet childlike innocence of our relationship, one of the many fond memories I will always have of our time together.

Seeing that the Kaka packet design is a real classic, I am thinking it's not a bad idea to print it on a T-shirt. A Kaka tee would be like a walking ad for an Asian Frito Lay. And you can bet I'll be the first one to wear it. Anyone keen to join the Kaka Fan Club :P?